就要飞了，第一次离开家人酱远，不舍得。

时间过得真是快。。。还有十七天就要和一班朋友飞去英国读书了，很不舍得这里，尤其是我的家，家人，亲戚和朋友们。以前都没有想到会出国读书，这真是个好机会!wo ying gai yao hao hao de zhen xi, yin wei you hen duo ren dou xiang chu guo du shu.
Yi nian hen kuai guo de, yao jia you!xi wang wo hui lai de shi hou, yi qie dou hao xiang yi qian jiang loh,hehe^^

好久没上过来了，刚刚看了朋友的博客，才发现到写博客是很充实的。。。能够写出自己的想法，看法，感想等。。。之前我所写的博客都不大敢表达自己，是因为怕被人看到我是个怎样的人。不过我想应该也不会有人来看我的博客吧。。。哈哈！
我觉得现在的我是不开心的， 因为现在的我把事情看得很重，很执著，放不开，弄到自己不开朗，所以有时还蛮讨厌自己！
我真的很想去改过，可是我每次都是想而已而不去行动。有时也会羡慕别人可以活得很开心。。。。。
我很希望我可以采取行动去慢慢改过我的缺点，因为我知道如果再酱下去的话，我会活得痛苦！我不想再酱下去，我很想回到以前酱做个开心的人, 要加油!

Hard to make decision.....

Today is 30th May, 2 1/2 year of college life passed already.....now going to make decision whether continue my study in U.K. or stay back in Malaysia.If go to U.K. besides the financial problem, i also worry about myself if i cannot adapt to the life. Going abroad is not same living at home already, everything need to "kao"=rely on ourselves.

However, i think i will go to U.K. to continue to study. I think i need to change my self whether on the aspect/in the way of thinking,or any others things. Besides that, i need to be strong!Hope i can earn back my study fees and can help my family rezeki.

Last but not least, i hope i won't think too much, and can successfully to finish my study.
Hope everybody also live in happy and healthy life, especially my FAMILY.

做人要看开一点，不要酱执著，酱会开心一点^^

Last Day for year 2008.

Today is the last day for year 2008, time pass like a song! we will start our new life on year 2009 soon!
Recall back to this year, there was happy and unhappy things happen, the unhappy things were more than happy things, i feel that i am not really happy during this year.
No matter how, all things passed already, i hope that all people especially my family will has a healthy and happy life on year 2009. Besides that, i hope that i can forgot the unhappy things and live a new life and try my best to live happy everyday. Gambate!

11/11/2008 Tuesday

Today is 11 Nov 2008, tomorrow will be my birthday oh. Tonight i feel happy cause my secondary school's best friends celebrate with me...and tomorrow my college best friends will celebrate with me also^^ Although i feel very happy for these two days, but i got a little bit hope that time not to pass so fast, and hope that not so fast reach tomorrow, cause after this bday, i will become 20 years old already. Anywhere...thx all my friends and family who celebrate with me and give me an unforgetable and happy birthday oh^^

Saturday- 1 NoV 2008

On 1 Nov 2008, which is saturday was my happy day...because that day was my Chinese Bday. For This time Chinese bday, i am 21 year old already. On that day, my family and i went to my grandpa's house to celebrate together. We had a steamboat at my granpa's house. After steamboat, we rest for a while cause it was really full after the steamboat. At 9 or 9 something, i change another cloth and was preparing to celebrate. Afther i changed the cloth, we take many photo, really happy^^My cousin and her bf gave me a necklace, the necklace is so nice, i like it very much. My another cousin gave me a cute cute cartoon, i like it too. Besides that, my aunty also gave me money! My parents gave me a small gold key, cause they said when reach 21 year bday, need a key. i feel very happy really appreciate to them!